Flaw-Struck.

*Esctatic* : Had this word not been inscribed in the English Dictionary, I wonder how you people would have come to know what it feels to have pleaded Mr. Clock to allow me to rupture its arms,  enabling me to type another cluster of words. It really feels great writing all this.

God is maybe the smartest person I have heard of. He, you know is our kind of person. One, who loves spoiling your pre-planned expectations from an event, a happening or whatever. You dream about it, day and night. Yes, day and night, and day and night, and day and night, and day and night. Can't wait for it and find offering resistance quite impossibly difficult. So difficult, that we keep on imagining ourselves in the scenario (the scenario which hardly has any flaws and seems extremely superficial at the first sight) and that’s what keeps us content. Content enough to somehow pass the coming days. And then, the wait is over. You've done the hard work and now expect the fruitful outcome, when suddenly we're struck by the sweeeeeetest reality of this game of Life. 

We aren't gifted with what we expected, what we deserved and what we owe our happiness to. This is life for You, for ME, for all of us here.

"LIFE has kept me *flaw-struck* throughout itself", is what I used to sympathize myself when I was disheartened. But now, I realise that Life is meant to be this way. You don't have to expect. All you have to do is work for it. Some or the other day, in some or the other way, happiness and satisfaction will find you and make you feel proud of yourself for that instant of time. It'll feel really nice. I am afraid there is no word that describes what it feels to be living that moment of self esteem.

Reading this kind of a post, it seems obvious that I must have had kept aside all my expectations and living an ideal life, since I have made efforts to guide you out of this. But, you all are sadly mistaken as I've gone through the same only a few days back. And didn't get a biased response from nature, I got what we all get- disappointment.  Science surely has taught me one very important, rather invaluable lesson of life-
"There exists nothing as an Ideal situation".
Absolutely nothing. What is ideal? Ha?  Let's consider examples-
LOVE: Hardly it is. H A R D L Y.
HAPPINESS: haha, NO.
DISAPPOINTMENT: Never. :)
LIFE: again NO. Its all up to the Smarty I referred to, above.

FRIENDSHIP: There are a lot of misunderstandings blah.
_Hence Proved_
But, yes partial idealism, is capable enough of keeping our hopes alive in this World. All we can try is, make efforts to, ourselves be as idealistic as we can. IDEAL to an extent that one day the "E" in the word IDEAL, runs faaaar away and is replaced by an O, altering the word to be IDOL.
We can turnout to be an idol to a human, or even to the whole humanity. This is what I desire strongly out of Lust and Greed. Greed of staying alive to see a better world, a place that all organisms throughout the Universe admire and wish to be a part of.

I am currently filing a petition with the Oxford Dictionary to interchange the word Utopian with EARTHian as these words are now going to carry the same meaning. I bet, I'll keep a party the day, where my dream will come true. Yes ME! All Humans are invited. RSVP. :)